The Muslims...

Bismillahi arahmani araheem

(Get ready, get set, Contemplate!)

Am I the only "broken" one? Where are the others, you know, what else could I be possibly talking about other than the majority of the Muslim nation.  The nation where you find people who don't know why they're Muslims, the same one's that neglect some fundamental rights, the one where people only care about their own lives, the one that...

Aren't we suppose to be like one body? Since when could a body just split into separate segments and fight in life to live that way. Dude(-ette)  where's the common sense? Why make life harder? Just get back together and heal!

  We got major issues to solve. We including me, because as stated before, "I'm broken".  Am I suppose to feel some, you know, brother/sister-hood when I go to Muslim gatherings because I sure don't. In fact I don't feel like I'm apart of anything. As I probably mentioned before, there's this imperfect circle of Muslims and a bunch of other groups further away. Though I can picture myself near this imperfect circle of Muslims, they're backs are turned to me as they face inwards.

 Though the issue of identity may not sound like a problem,and it's not that big of a deal, for me at least, there are people with identity crisis and want to fit in somewhere. If they were raised Muslims, they probably never really felt like they belonged to the community. This was me a while back, in my early teens. I got along with everyone because I wanted to be part of every group but in the end I was lonely. My case was simple so nothing really affected me much. I still feel felt hurt every now and then. You never know if someone else may be worse off.  This is why people hang out with their group of friends even if they're rotten to the core. For this sense of belonging. I personally had some standards set straight in my head that prevented me from falling into these wrong groups, partly due to my upbringing and my stubbornness (Not to mention other external factors), so I didn't do a lot of unnecessary and potentially dangerous things just to join a group.

I know , I know this is all Blah Blah Blah talk and its not going to solve anything because I keep referring to myself. I do that to share with you my example because maybe you're like me. Maybe it'll get you thinking.

The original purpose of this blog was not for entertaining people, it was to get out there and try to do something for the Muslim world. I thought about something I could do but that would be a long time goal and nothings guaranteeing that I'd reach that goal. So the big question was,

"What can I do now?" 

I thought it out and re-visited my original blogging Idea and I've settled with it since. Why? Because I feel like the majority of the Muslims are like me, whether degrees better or worse I don't know, but we're close. I am "broken" in a way, in my way. This blog is here for you to hopefully identify with your problems if you got any.(We all got them.)  and actually do something about them.

I know that this isn't what I was initially talking about and that my mind is all over the place but this is how I round it off together. If you're struggling with your religion, get your act self together and actually do something about it. And as I stated before in another post, this blog is also for me. I want to remember what thoughts went through my head and how I reacted to certain things. Why do I do this? Hopefully I won't be "broken"  one day and I can look back at this and have a reason to strongly say Alhamdullilah.


I'm sorry if my thoughts were all over the place...I got lot's on my mind and lots to say.